Sometimes your the reason why, why it doesn’t work out. Why things aren’t getting any better. Why your hurting so much. You have no one else to blame, but yourself.
Your just in the way of it all.
You need to start realizing that. But don’t stop. Don’t let it bring you down and make you give up. Start making a difference, making wiser choices. Be the person that makes the effort to be better, to make it work out.
Crying out to God every night, wishing that everything we’ll be alright.. i haven’t been good lately and trouble has come to phase. I really need Him in my life right now. To be with me in all circumstances and situations i’m in, because i know i can’t do it alone.
I always pray about her… about us. I’ve messed up so much..countless times that ‘sorry’ and other things i say doesn’t mean anything anymore. I understand. But i ask God that somehow she’d forgive me, because i’m trying hard to be better, i know i can be.
